| lately I've been waking up and not really getting out of bed but laying in a half asleep trance
it's pretty much the worst feeling in the world because I think I'm doing something but I'm dreaming it but I can control it.
it's rather annoying.
my senior year is probably the best thing I've ever experienced.
that's all.
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| I wish that I was more perfect
I wish that more boys liked me
I wish I was less shy
I wish commitment didn't freak me out so much
I wish I could be more dedicated
I wish I had a different family
I wish I had a best friend
I wish I never did drugs
I wish love wasn't so permanent
I wish I didn't always fall so hard
I wish that I had better influences
I wish that I would quit waiting for perfect significant others
I wish my dad didn't hurt my feeling so much
I wish that I didn't feel like throwing up every time I am around my mother and sister together
I wish that I was more assertive
I wish that I was a more positive person
I wish that in the future, I will not screw up all of the good things in my life
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| I just realized that my family is the reason I like being inebriated.
If that's not fucked up, I don't know what is.
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| it's my BIRFDAY :)
Goodness I'm getting old.
heh
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| this is driving me insane |
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